WEYOURSAVIOUR
.Vivian Robin Chau. Sydney-Canberra. Some new obsession every day.
All I do to myself is, hurting myself; mentally.
I’m messed up I know. I take meds.
But it’s not enough, I need something stronger.
Right now, I just want to hurt myself.
I don’t deserve anything good.
I want to trust him.
I love him.
My mind; is a nightmare.
I’m broken and shattered into soo many pieces.
I’m getting a decked out gamers PC in several weeks time.
Sleeping through the day,
Gaming all night.
Here I come.
SC2, BF3, LoL, DOTA, GW2
Any other games I should keep an eye out? ;)
There is a lot of us out there that would agree:
We don’t give A FLYING FUCK ABOUT YOUR DAMN “GOING TO GYM” SHIT ON FACEBOOK.
I’ve been to the gym plenty of times, and you know what I see?
Petty girls with everything exposed.
YOU GO TO THE GYM TO WORK,
NOT PICK UP.
OR TAKE PHOTOS OF YOURSELF WEARING TIGHTS AND SHOWING THE WHOLE WORLD YOU’RE WEARING A G-STRING.
YOU DON’T WEAR A TONNE OF MAKE UP EITHER!
You wouldn’t be able to work hard, because that makes you sweat. And you need to wipe away that sweat, but obviously you’re too damn scared to touch your face with all that caked shit over you.
I laugh, every time I see people like that.
#RANTOFTHEDAY
I have a libido of a man. I can’t stop thinking about sex.
Seriously.
Frustrating.
Want to get fit and have healthier lifestyle,
But I love food and SCOTCH way damn too much.
Oh the joy. Not really. I’ve been pushed into taking meds. I wonder if they will work.
There is nothing I want to do more, than be in the arms of my dearly beloved. Interstate relationship is a challenge, I will always try. Never give up easily. We will be together one day my dear. The day we will share our own home. Live the life we dreamt together. I don’t want another. I know this is early to say and that I am very young. I do feel as if you are mine. My one and true love on this planet. I could have never improved my mental condition without you. You helped me defeat my demons. As you said I have done to yours.
I love you.
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Goddamnit dad, why can’t you buy the GT-86 now?!?! I want your Euro Luxury noooowwwwww. Gimme gimme gimme.
The Korean commentators for GSL. Hilarious.
I have felt like this before,
but it was not the same.
Far from it.
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When I met him over three months ago,
I felt it.
He is my special other half.
I have never met someone,
so broken and pained.
Hurt by one we so call the Devil.
If we were to ever part,
Sleeplessness and sore eyed nights are to follow.
I love him so dearly.
I honestly can not see myself with another.
CORNY? Yes.
This feeling,
shall be cherished.
Kindred spirits.
